domingo, 8 de marzo de 2009

---YOU ONLY FAIL IF YOU STOP TRYING--- ---THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WANT AND NEED IS *SELF-CONTROL*--- ---AN IMPERFECT BODY REFLECTS AN IMPERFECT PERSON --- -

TIPS&TRICKS

1.) Baby teething gel numbs ur taste buds, Why eat it if u can't taste it?
2.) Keep a rubber band on ur wrist and snap it when u get hungry. Food will start to remind you of pain
3.) Keep a journal of writings & pictures and little note to remind you of not eating Thinspiration.
4.) Chew it up but spit it out.
5.) Buy clothes that dont fit and keep them in eye sight so u no wat your goal is.
6.) Play with your fat it will gross you out.
7.) Weigh your self @ LEAST 3 times a day
8.) Clean something gross so u lose ur appitite
9.)Keep pictures of skinny and fat girls around u so u no wat u want & wat u look like.
10.) If you get hungry count to 100 if will go away
11.) Crawl in a ball if ur hunger pains hurt really bad
12.)Ware skimpy clothes around the house, seeing you fat will make u not hungry
13.)Throw wat might tempt you away and pour something like bleech on it so u wont b tempted to take it out of the trash
14.) Keep cold you burn calories
15.) Spicy foods!!!
16.) If you must eat, then eat negatie calorie foods. The Thin Commandments

LIBROS ED RECOMENDADOS

Perk!: the story of a teenager with Bulimia by Liza F. Hall
Starving hearts by Lynn Ruth Miller
The best little girl in the world by: Steven Levakron
The hunger by Marsha Forchuk
Wasted by Marya Hornbacher

martes, 3 de marzo de 2009

Trastorno | Grado
Paranoide: MODERADO
Esquizoide: MODERADO
Esquizotipico: BAJO
Histrionico: MODERADO
Antisocial: MODERADO
Narcisista:
Limite: ALTO
Obsesivo: MODERADO
Dependiente: BAJO
Evitador: MODERADO

Url del test: http://www.testdepersonalidad.info
Cuz it is so hard to answer the question ``what´s wrong´´ when nothing is right......

Poetry

The weeakness inside me
keeps reminding me I am nothing
Nothing without you
you´re my obssesion
love you to the bones



My hatred blooms like a pale rose
as I reap the sorrow that life sews
My fingers down my throat to me
you other people are blind to see
As the bulimic inside me sits and smirks
as I lie here curled up on the flor
crying, begging, pleading no more
It is you Ana, my dearest friend
who makes me wish my life would end
How can you make me feel such love, such hate?
I am in constant fear of gaining weight
But you and I will never part
I hate you Ana with all my heart
.....but at the same time I need you with all my soul
If you want to be thin you have to have control.

lunes, 2 de marzo de 2009

hunger

I'm not Hungry
Fight the hunger,
Push it back–
I’m not hungry.
I’m not hungry.
I’m so fat
They pick on me
–I’ll prove them wrong,
I’ll get thin.
I’m not hungry.
I’m not hungry.
Must stay top
Of every class
–Make them proud,
Make them pleased
That I’m around.
I’m not hungry.
I’m not hungry.
“Yes, I’m fine!”
Why do I snap?
Why do I shout?
Why do they ask
If I’m ok?
I’m not hungry.
I’m not hungry.
“Look, we’re worried…”
Like heck you are!
You just don’t want
Competition When I’m thin
And beautiful.
“Yes mum, I ate my lunch…”
Fingers crossed behind my back.
“Can I have an apple?
I’m darn starved!”
I’m not hungry.
I’m not hungry.
I’m not hungry
…Fight the hunger
…Fight the hunger
…Fight the scales,
Fight the mirror.
Tell me when I’m beautiful…
Wake me when I’m thin…
My eyes are heavy,
My head is foggy;
I’m not hungry.
I’m not hungry.

PESOS SEGÚN ANA
1.50 --> 38
1.53 --> 39
1.54 --> 40
1.55 --> 41
1.58 --> 42
1.60 --> 44
1.63 --> 45
1.65 --> 46
1.68 --> 47
1.70 --> 48
1.73 --> 49
1.75 --> 50
1.78 --> 51
1.80 --> 52
¿Cómo es posible que mientras medio mundo hace dietas el otro medio se muera de hambre?

Todo lo que se come sin necesidad se roba del estomago de los pobres.